"It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me" - Ashlee Simpson
Sometimes you get into the motion, the motion of telling yourself things are going to be okay, when you know they are not. You want them to be okay, so you try your hardest to fight the damaging thoughts, the voices in your head. You try to make those things go away. You can't always get what you want. To come to realization of things, you must become humble. And to become humble you must go through the things you don't want to. We've been placed in certain situations for a reason, we've struggled for reasons.
{1 Peter 4:12-13, Dear Friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed}
We ultimately go through pain and suffering to be pulled back to our Heavenly Father and to bring the glory back to him. I've lost pieces of me lately, pieces that I should of saved. Pieces that I will never be able to get back. I've messed up to where I think I cannot fix anything. God has helped me realized I can. He has a perfect ability... The ability to forgive me of my sin and shame. Then pain I've been having is going to go away. No more losing pieces of me to the one who I thought it was okay to lose it to.
Girl who strives to be like her Father
